Road to Gyaru

                    In this post I will be telling you how to get a more natural glowing make up look.
                                      (Pictures will come in the next couple days for steps)
                                 

So about a week 1/2 ago I received the Uni VoxBox for free from Influenster. IO had time to test out all the items so now it is time for my review.




So starting from right to left.

1. Playtex Sport: So I had received these right in time for my monthly crazy week. I usually wear the Kotex colorful one but decided to try these. For one the smell is great it makes you feel even fresher. Second is the feeling and let me tell you I think I liked it more then the Kotex. This will probably be my new product for my monthly. #playon  @playtexsportandgentleglide

2. Impress Nails: So I absolutely love nails but these were useless for me. They came off within the first 30 min  which I figured they would seeing as I haven't used press on nails since I was a small kid. I was very disappointed with all these stick on products from this company. So far I have received two product to test from this company in the last few months and didn't like either so I will not be buy this product.

3. Expert Last NYC: So out of all of these items this one is my favorite!! I got it in Forever Fushia and am in love with every aspect. Number one the smell is amazing it is similar to a sweet candy smell. Second the pigmentation is amazing what you see is what you get. Also no seeping into the cracks in your lips which is awesome because I have big problems with that.  Lastly the staying powr is phonomenal sure if your eating or doing things with your lips a lot it will come off but it also leaves a stain. I fell asleep with this on to wake up after 6 or 7 hours and my lips were stained with it. I would recommend this to everyone I mean hey I already got me a second color to add to my collection and planning to get the whole line now.

4. Stay Matte Rimmell: So this was a really good product just not the undertone for me. So I went with natural beige( I am NC30)  and the lightness was great but the undertone was really red. I have a yellow undertone so it is difficult for me to wear this out without looking weird. I do like the product it has amazing coverage almost full. The mattefying is awesome still looks somewhat natural but make your look prceline. I would say it doesn't feel as lightweight as it says but it isnt that bad. If they had a color closer to my skin I would love to buy this. Please Rimmel cater to your other customers as well when it comes to foundation and not only the ones with red undertones.

5. Real Tea:  So I also really loved this product. Usually I am very skeptical on these skirt in drinks especially when it come to tea ones. I was gladly surprised at this, one little skirt into a water bottle and you have a really good black tea. This is good for quick energy boost and just drinking everyday because it is so good. I plan on going out to buy this again because I fell in love with this product also.

Why is it that my light in the tunnel is fading more each day,
Causing pain in this chest as each bit of light is lost,
Trying to tear down my newly found dreams,
while you should be the pillar supporting them,
If it were a couple years before I would of gave up on life,
I always have moments where I feel I might slip,
but then I remember the strength I've gained,
the strength you had no help in building,
the power to change my life to better it,
the determination I got from those hateful doubtful words you said,
I may not be where I want to now but you better believe I'm well on my way,
Then I will look back on these days as a necessary tool for change,
That little push to put into action my new found strength,
The strength in knowing where I am going,
while letting things fall into place,
I will look back at this time on you and not regret,
but pity you for having to hold all that hate in your heart,
I will reminisce all the good parts and forgive all the bad,
I feel deep in my soul I am on my way,
On my way to make this world a better place,
raising my light as I go on,
no more darkness peaking through,
I found the strength i'm entitled to

So I haven't updated this blog in forever and after this post I will be updatng more again. To me this is not only a blog but like a diary I can write in to get what I need to say out because sometimes I am not strong enough to say it out loud.  Lately I have had a lapse, as people who read one of my last post I use to struggle from depression and very bad social anxiety this caused me to cause harm to myself. Sometime its hard to go to the people you know flat out and tell them "Hey I use to have such bad depression, I cut myself, oh, and I think about suicide daily". It took me years to get the courage to write that last post I did but as soon as I did I felt insanely relieved. Lately I have been falling back into my old ways and I had a small lapse not bad but it opened my eyes and after I was calm I looked at my arm and realized that, that way of releasing my pain was not for me anymore.  So that is why I decided to change my blog into not only a Gyaru blog but a a blog women/girls who struggle with the same problems I do can come here to receive advice as well as give it. The next couple post will be the first post with the new blog format and it will be about the people that bring you down more than raise you up. Check back in the next day or so for the first post on Dealing with depression/ social anxiety. I will also have a post about some new circle lenses up too !!