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3/19/13
Confidence :)
Hey everyone, I was doing absolutely nothing so I decided to do something useful and blog. So since I have been dressing Gyaru (or attempting to lol) I have noticed all the looks I have been getting. It kinda of funny if you ask me I enjoy wearing my style out and the looks good or bad don't phase me. This is what I am kinda surprised about, if you know me which probably not any of you do. In all my life I have been a pretty shy closed off girl, I had major social anxiety. I did not feel comfortable in really any social situation. Even things as simple as ordering things off menus at restaurants I couldn't do. I also had very low self esteem and thought so poorly of myself. I only had a few friends at every school I went to (which was ALOT) because I could not connect to many people. This was like this until just a couple months ago, I don't really know what it was that woke me up. Maybe it was how tired I was of not having any friends or people I could connect with but I think all in all it was because I started respecting myself. After this I got a major boost in confidence and I started actually enjoying social situations. I have made so many good friends in just the 4 to 5 months then I have made my whole life before that. As I had said in a past post I had found out about all the Gyaru sub styles when I was around 17 or 18 but I just now started having the confidence to decide that's what I want to do. So now its amazing to see how far I have come and that all those bad stares do not bother me and I do what I enjoy. I know some Gals or even just the random people coming across this blog have gone through this anxiety and I want you all to know you can beat it. It takes time and work but you got to respect and cherish yourself before you can feel totally relaxed in any situation. Confidence is always a good thing to have but being over confident is bad. Well off to go get my day started if you read through this all and have anything you would like to talk about just comment. :)
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:] reading this is amazing i love it...keep doing what your doing....in the end itll all be worth it...keep on keepin on girl
ReplyDeleteI'm also just building up confidence to do what I want. What agreat read :)
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